30 Days of Blogging - Day #10

Day 10-Something you’re afraid of

Although absolutely beautiful, my greatest fear is and always has been the ocean.. I am scared of what is in the ocean, I am scared of the waves and possible under tow, I am scared of getting stranded, I am scared of drowning.. I do love going to the beach, but I do not go in the ocean and I usually won't go in the water unless my child seems to be in danger.. (my children come before my fears, always!).. every once in a while I will walk along the shore line and may be brave enough to let my feet get wet but I am usually so nervous that I am unable to enjoy it.

I am also scared of rodents and snakes, dark basements, and not reaching my career goals.

But right now, above anything else, I am scared of.. actually terrified of being a failure.  Being a failure to the two people who have put so much trust in me already.  As much as I am trying to stay positive about the upcoming procedure, I can't help but worrying about the 'what ifs'.  Kate and Nain are counting on ME!  I am just hoping, wishing, and praying that I can and will make them proud - that this journey will be a SUCCESS!