Wednesday, May 18, 2011

BETA #2

1104!!

I cannot believe it!!  They were hoping for it to be atleast 766 and we definitely went beyond it!  I am so exicted!  I was honestly more nervous today than I was on Monday but not I feel absolutely fantastic.

Our first ultrasound is next Thursday at 11am!  I can't believe that in 8 days we'll find out if I am carrying one or two little ones! 

This whole thing is just AMAZING and I am so glad to be a part of it with Kate and Nain!  I could not be any happier!

Monday, May 16, 2011

BETA #1

I have been so nervous during these two weeks since the transfer - yes, I did have over 20 positive HPTs, but I think it is just natural to worry, it's such an emotional journey and you're hoping, praying and waiting so long to help make their dreams to come true - so I was just worried, worried my number would be low, that I would fail that I wouldn't make them the parents they wanted to be.

I went to the lab at 7am for blood work this morning and at 10:48am my cell phone rang.. I looked at it and it said "Bridgams" - I never got up so fast to answer the phone, I said "Hello" and it was our nurse - and she said she had good news, my Beta was 462!!  She said how it was a wonderful number and that I am definitely pregnant and how happy she is and how she even was crying!  She is definitley in the right field - she is BEYOND amazing!

So yes, I am PREGNANT!  I do need to go back Wednesday for my 2nd Beta and they want to see the numbers go up by 66%.  Hurry up Wednesday!

Kate is thrilled!  She texted me twice while I was on the phone with the nurse - one was just "OMG! OMG! OMG!" :)  I feel so bad that she is sitting through a boring seminar today - I am pretty sure she is not learning a thing!  She also cried, I cried - we're all just so happy!  I hope Wednesday's results make us even happier!

SOOOO now we're wondering if it's one baby or twins!?! hmmmm!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The darker, the better!


Sooo.. as you can see above, the line is getting darker by the day!  That means more HCG is being detected, which is absolutely GREAT! 

Kate and Nain are beyond excited - I told them yesterday, 8dp3dt, because the day before, even though I did see a very faint line, I was still unsure, but yesterday, I felt much better about the line really being there. 

It just so happens that yesterday was Mother's Day in Mexico - where Nain is from and were they met!  It couldn't have been any more perfect <3

Let's just keep our fingers crossed and hope the lines continue to get darker and all goes well at my appointment on Monday the 16th!!!

Monday, May 9, 2011

I am a slacker!

So sorry I have been slacking so much.. I guess I have been soooo busy peeing that I haven't had much time for blogging.

I can't remember what day I first POAS (pee-on-a-stick) but I think it was 3dp3dt (3 days past 3 day transfer) and it was negative.  I believe it was 5dp3dt that I started peeing twice, all of a sudden, I cannot just pee without POAS.  If I did, I'd totally feel like I am wasting pee!   Ahhhh!  It is sooo addicting!

So today is 7dp3dt and I am still hopeful since it is still very early, according to some research I did, 3dayers don't implant until day 4-5.  But there are two girls in my May transfer forum group that did get BFPs already!  Soooo happy for them! 

I can't wait to see my BFP :)  Say those prayers people!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Needed: Sticky Vibes

So today was the B-I-G day! Transfer Day! 

I had to be in Boston for 7:30am, with a full bladder (BOO!) and the procedure was scheduled for 8:30am.

When I arrived Kate and Nain were already in the waiting room and looked happy as always, you'd never know if either of them had one bit of nervousness in them, they are just ALWAYS smiling!  After checking in with the nurse I went to sit with them in the waiting room until our names were called. 

The news was on and it was talking all about the death of Osama Bin Laden.. Kate made a comment about how there are always huge stories at our important meetings, the day of our screenings there was also a shooting and then her retrieval was the day of the Royal Wedding!  I hope all that brings us good luck!

While sitting there, Kate handed me a gift bag - a present for my upcoming birthday!!  As much as I don't like opening gifts in front of people, I was so excited to look in the bag, not to mention it's was my first 29th birthday gift!

Inside the bag was:

  • A smoothing foot lotion, spa socks, and nail file kit - perfect for having Kenny pamper me while taking it easy after the transfer!
  • Some milk chocolate truffles- they must not think I am plump enough yet :)
  • and my all time favorite - a charm for my pandora.. but not just any charm, the most perfect charm ever - a Kangaroo!!!  I cannot stop looking at it!
It was the most perfect birthday gift!!

Once my name was called, I went in the back and I was able to change into a johnny and hospital socks (which i brought home and I'm currently wearing!).  I had some blood work done to check my progesterone level (which is right on target).  Kate was also able to come back with me, she wore scrubs, a hat, shoe booties and a mask - she looked like a doctor!  The ivf doctor came and greeted us. He told Kate her embryos looked good, one was 7 cells and the other was 6 cells! Woohoo!  I was not too fond of him, he wasnt the most friendliest guy at first but as long as he knows how to put an embryo in a uterus, that's all that really matters.

Shortly after I was able to go back to the procedure room. I put my legs in the highest stirrups I have ever seen in my life!  My knees were almost at my ears.  The ultrasound guy put cold jelly on my belly and looked at my uterus (and extremely full bladder) while the doctor inserted the speculum.  The doctor put in an empty catheter.. I assume its to be sure it goes in smoothly where it is suppose to go... then he put in the real catheter that had the two embryos in it.. they were hanging out in solution.. and he shot them right in my uterus.. Kate was able to watch on the ultrasound screen and said it looked like "shooting stars"! I definitely had a tear or two, I am sure noone noticed though.  They gave Kate a picture of the embryos shooting in and another of the actual embryos from before the procedure - she looked at those photos over and over again like she was looking at a picture of a newborn, you could just tell how happy she felt!
And that was it!  The procedure was less than 10 minutes!  So quick!  The most uncomfortable part, besides the bladder, was the jelly that I had to leave on my belly for over 10 minutess, it ended up getting on my johnny and rubbing all over the place, it was soooo cold but they didnt want me to rub my belly for at least 10 minutes.  The procedure itself was painless!

After that we hugged goodbye and said how surreal it is that I am walking around with their embryos inside my uterus. 

Now I am just hanging out on the couch just relaxing.  When Angelina came home from school she came right up to me and kissed my forehead and asked how I was feeling - she'll be such a good surrosister :)  She also immediately understood the significance of the kangaroo!  Alianna, who doesn't know what is going on yet, doesn't really understand, I did attempt to tell her about how Kate does not have a uterus and cannot hold a baby in her belly and I am hoping to help her and all she said was "i don't get it" and ran off to play.  There's a book I want to buy called The Kangaroo Pouch that will hopefully explain everything for Dominic and Alianna but I am trying to wait until the BFP (big fat positive!) but I am so tempted to buy it now!!  You know what, I am.. I cannot wait any longer.. off to Amazon.com.. 'til next time!

Oh.. I should quickly exlain this post's title.. sticky vibes are needed.. the embryos are now in my uterus but they need to attach themself to my uterus wall/lining and stay holding on!!  Sticky.. Attach.. Sticky... Attach.. get it?   So send me sticky vibes! :)  Or any praying will do!! The more the merrier!